While driving for 2 hours down and back to hershey, i had a long talk with myself, and i decided to think about all the things that i love, or that make me smile, such as past times, pictures in my head, things i see, things that make me cry, feel ect. So here i go, im gonna list them for the special people out there that need to know:

thunderstorms

oldies

antiques

black and white pictures

riding horses bareback

mud

sunflowers

bright starry nights and full moons

my wall of venezuela pictures

walks on the beach

the sun ( or anything heat related in general)

white water rafting

standing underneath waterfalls

singing in my car at the top of my lungs

nutella on bread (or on anything ...)

talking around campfires

box of lucky charms marshmellows

cookies and milk ( no, no cheezeburgers, i hate cheezeburgers)

swinging ropes above water

chamber singers, singing at the point when it gives you goosebumps

snorkeling in clear blue waters

getting dressed up

wet hair, or a fresh hair cut

jimmies

soccer at night

waking up to sweet surprises

painting

laughing till your stomach hurts

jumping, talking, laughing on trampolines

guitar: or just listening to people that can play it better than me

wow, i could really keep going on forever and im sure i'll remember like 20 other things i forgot now that i think im done. I think, if there were ever a time, that someone was to do somthing special, just for me, this would be it, this would be the time.

I got a call from hawaii yesterday, actually 2 calls...im going to go call them back, who knows ...maybe i'll leave in september? will i have the money? will someone provide? Im hoping... but in the end, i know everything will work out how it was supposed to.

"don't sacrafice your best for what feels good right now"

IM gonna go call! love you all! sorry it took me so long to update this thing, cause i dont do it very often!

Currently Playing Collide By Skillet see related

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift up your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon it's hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

GREAT SONG! so thats what im singing for the wedding on sunday, and i hope i sound ok. I wish everyone could be there like all you guys, but its ok as long as my best friend is there :)

I dont quite understand but i am amazed by the simpliest of things. Last night, I saw the moon and it was so breathtaking, i wanted to cry. SARAH if you're reading this i wanted to cry for you. Its ashame to see something so beautiful alone, its only good and memorable when you have that someone special to share it with. Please email me! I got a new email address that i'll have when i (if i ) go to hawaii to please keep this! Its ur_isti@hotmail.com

Today was an awesome day for me, even though i had to wake up at 7:00 for breakfast, it was totally worth it.  Then we watched spiderman 2, great movie...but the notebook definately is better ;) hahah. Yeah, yow probobwy wight...my question is...where DO YOU WANT IT?? and the kooch worm attacks, who da hoe? harry i love you so much so please wont you write me an email?

Currently Playing Sixpence None The Richer By Sixpence None The Richer see related

yesterday is a wrinkle on your forehead
yesterday is a promise that you've broken
don't close your eyes, don't close your eyes
this is your life and today is all you've got now
yeah, and today is all you'll ever have
don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

yesterday is a kid in the corner
yesterday is dead and over

this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, are you who you want to be
this is your life, is it everything you dreamed that it would be
when the world was younger and you had everything to lose

don't close your eyes
don't close your eyes
-switchfoot

I learned so much over this past week. I've seen some things i will never forget, and felt things i dont regret.  Life is so precious, that in the blink of an eye, you could lose it, or watch someone elses slip by and never have a second chance to fix the things you always said you would.

Sorry, these emotions get the best of me. Im probobly emotional from sarah leaving..yep that would do it. I called her today at 3 before she left to the airport...she was already bawling and I started to cry too. I just told her to be excited because she's going to be seeing all the people who have been missing her for an entire year.  Now its our chance to miss her.

My closest friend and sister is getting married in 11 days. Im supposed to sing at the reception...i dont even have a song picked out...hrmm....yeah bout that. Its ok, i'll just procrastinate a little more so i can feel like im back in highschool.

BUT no, sweriously guys, i just wanted to tell everyone about this awesome guy...he makes me laugh when no one else can, and i love that so much. I had the best time tonight in the world...just being dumb and making fun of you, hahah...but you got a good laugh too. But sweriously, thanks for BEATING me, harry...but you just wait. LOL WAIT! haha

OMG ITS TOO LATE and im so tired...from weeding the freakin yard. and im outie...LOVE YOU ALL!

Currently Playing Two Lefts Don't Make a Right.. But Three Do By Relient K see related